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We will NOT stand alone on August 28, 2008...


I find the condition of my heart changed since Tuesday.  My step’s a little lighter.  My smile’s a little brighter.  There is joy coming from the center of my chest.  It feels like sunshine.  I’ve known for some time that Barack Obama is going to be the Democratic Nominee for some time, but now my heart knows it, too.  And as God as my witness, I never thought I’d live to see the day.

 

I’m African-American, born after the time of Malcolm and Martin, part of the black middle class that has emerged thanks to the efforts of those two men.

 

No, I haven’t forgotten LBJ.  He was a part of it, too.

 

My parents were a different matter.  They both grew up in Texas, one too close poverty, the other in a “Negro” middle class being choked off by segregation.  But it still, it wasn’t Malcolm or Martin, or even LBJ’s Voting Rights act that changed their lives, and mine by extension.

 

It was a date: 17 May 1954.  That day changed everything.

 

My father was just about to enter High School when Brown vs. the Board of Education, Topeka Kansas was settled.  Instead of fighting it, his small district decided to comply with the Court’s order.  As a result, he was able to attend a desegregated High School in Alice, Texas (don’t worry, they haven’t heard of you either).  While he was there, his skills in Mathematics caught the attention of one of his Teachers.  That teacher recommended him to his teacher, who was able to help him get into Rice University in Houston, Texas.  He’s a Professor of Mathematics now, former Chair of his Department, on the verge of retirement.  The world intended for him to be a Postal Carrier, or in the Army, or maybe a Teacher of a small “colored” only school…maybe, if he was lucky.

 

Instead, he contributed to his science.  He taught and produced other black PhDs.  He sent a child to college himself.  That’s how one day, one momentous decision, can change everything.

 

Another such day is coming, but alongside the joy and yes, hope, I feel, I also feel sad, sad for the untold numbers of African-Americans who lived and died to make this day possible, but aren’t with us anymore to see it come.

 

I feel sad my Mother is not here.  She died five years ago after being married to my father for 36 years.  They met on the front lines of the Civil Rights movement, testing lunch counters in Houston, Texas.  She deserved to see this day, even though she somehow knew it would never come in her lifetime.

 

I wish Medgar Evers could’ve been here, shot in his own driveway by a racist fanatic (is there another kind?)  Who knows where he would have ranked in the pantheon of Civil Rights Leaders had he lived.  He paid for this day in blood.

 

I wish Jackie Robinson could be here.  Arguably the most important black man in American History, because taking the field when he did, under as much pressure as he did changed how African-Americans were viewed everywhere across America.  He changed the discussion.  He made so many points moot.

 

I wish Thurgood Marshall could be here; my personal vote-getter for the most important black man in American History.  He made a lot of this possible, and I don’t want his contributions forgotten as well.

 

And I certainly wish Malcolm could be here.  We didn’t agree on everything, but I think the day to come would have surprised him.

 

August 28, 2008 is going to be another one of those days.  It’s the day Senator Obama is going to take the stage in Denver to deliver his speech accepting the Democratic nomination for President of the United States.  We’ll be cheering and applauding that moment, but the air will be thick with ghosts hanging over the moment, watching over him and us.  I think the moment bring forth so many smiles, and many tears…why?

 

Because August 28, 2008…will be the 45th Anniversary of Martin Luther King’s speech on the steps of the Lincoln Memorial calling forth the better angels of our collective nature, setting forth a chain of events that will make Senator Obama’s taking the stage possible.

 

How’s that for a dream coming true?


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As momentous as that day will be, I'm much more excited about January 20, 2009. I have little doubt that's the day that Obama will be taking the oath of office!

Enjoyed your post, Malcolm.

I too, felt like the weight of 400 years was lifted from me. I thought about my grandmother, who lived through Jim Crow and how proud she would have been as well.

Nice post, Malcolm.

I believe Obama will face worse sabotage than Jackie Robinson, and the media and much of thte public will be ready to blame him if the USA doesn't pull out of its tailspin. I also believe Barack has the guts and spirit to deal with all of these challenges if enough of us are ready to support him against the plotting of the fat cats and their media.

Wow. Reading that gave me goosebumps.

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I think of my great-grandmother, a formidable white woman from the deep South, born in the 19th century, who quietly told my mother to "turn on TV so we can watch the speeches."

I was three, and I can't swear my memory of playing with my doll beside her wheel chair with the television on was that afternoon, but there were only a few afternoons it could have been.

I think, for the convention, I'd better fill my fridge with Coca-Cola in green glass bottles. That's what she served, and I think we'll be watching the speeches together one more time.

Whether I am in Denver or in Boise on August 20, 2008, I'll be watching the speeches and toasting my country. Thanks for the post!

My cousin is black and very successful in his field. Two years ago we were discussing possible Dem nominees and we got to Barack and he said, "He can't win." There was so much behind that proclamation, so much I can never know. But somehow the world got better in the last two years. It got better the night Obama won Iowa. You could feel it, the sea change. My cousin, and especially his white midwestern mother who married an African, feel it. It takes extraordinary people to make a better world, and that is what Obama has done.


Thank you for this beautiful post.

Spectacular post.

Brought tears to my eyes.

August 28th will be great--but January 20th will be better.

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Thanks.

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Malcolm,
That was beautiful. It really puts things in perspective after all of this nastiness. Please cross post your story wherever you can. I make sure to link to this post as it definitely needs a wider audience. :)

August 28, 2008 will be an incredible moment in history. Knowing the full weight of MLK's speach that will be lingering in the air will make it a powerful moment indeed. Thanks for this....

Thank you, Malcolm, thank you. It's stories like your father's that make me want to keep believing in this country and fighting to make it what it should be. Those who came before us gave us a lot to be proud of. It behooves us to conduct ourselves in a manner that would make them proud.

"So the stars may look down on us and not be ashamed"

Thank you for the post. It gave me goosebumps as well.

The world will be watching. I will be watching taking so much pride in my country because it lived up to its creed: We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness

the world will be heaving a huge sigh of relief

Malcolm,

I can't believe you have my crying. The idea that hope is not to much to hope for. Especially when this government has seemed so hopeless for so long.

I cannot wait for the convention speech, or the inaguration speech. The words that will call a people into action and out of the apathy that has been choking our national conscience.

Thank you

This post really touched down deep,so very happy, for you & for all of us!

Thank you.

A very moving piece of writing that went exactly the right distance emotionally. Excellent use of white space, excellent historical references without going negative too much, excellent focus on what has gone right.

(I registered just to say that. Excellent, I know.)

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Reading through my tears. Beautiful.

Thank you. Your writing has made my day a little brighter and my step a little bouncier.

Excellent post.

Awesome, just PERFECT!

I am very proud of my country today!

Thanks for your post, Malcolm.

That Barack's ultimate win and the mighty symbolism behind it won't be witnessed by so many giants of the civil right's movement and so many men and women who struggled and gave their lives for the cause, is truly bitter sweet.

I'm glad you gave them a voice.

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Your post brought tears to my eyes.

I reach my hand across the web to shake yours. I'd like to stand beside you and show America that there are many of us, white and black, who stand together and will never stand apart.

I had tears in my eyes when I shook Barack Obama's hand before our primary. I could say nothing except "Thank you." This man gives you eye contact. He "sees" the voter. And you don't get the sense that he sees you as an "object" but a living breathing person - joining together - across age and race and any other kind of difference.

If the old posts were available, I'd link to my post in honor of Obama. My own commitment to civil rights as a young person. I entered college in DC the September after Martin Luther King's speech. It was a time of hope. A time of idealism. A time of coming together. I want that time to come to its fruition.

This may sound corny, but honestly there are times when I just want to hug black people! To say, "I'm with you. We're on the same side here!" This campaign gives me hope that I'm going to be able to more of that - cuz I do some of it. I wish we had a button that said "UNITY" - so we would be able to recognize each other as brothers and sisters walking in the same direction.

So, thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for the tears. For the shared hopes and dreams. Because it's not just Black America that sees a new day coming here. It's all of us who truly want justice and peace and unity - at home and abroad.

You know Malcolm, I'm white and I'm having the same reactions, despite not having your direct experience with discrimination. I'm Jewish and my parents and even older siblings experienced antisemitism up close and personal, but I never really did - nothing worse than the occasional comment from someone who didn't know my background. But I was raised on the civil rights movement and the importance of it and I've always been fairly sensitive to racism among my peers.

And when Obama won in Iowa, I found myself getting chills, goosebumps, and some tears during his speech that night. Same thing after South Carolina. And again this week, knowing it's really gonna happen - at least the nomination. I never could have imagined a black man (or woman) winning in my lifetime. It still may not happen, but I know we've broken through to where its a very real possibility and even a probability. It feels amazingly good. I only wish my father (a very forward thinking white guy) was around to see this - he'd have been enormously gratified.

Thankfully, my kids don't understand why I get so emotional about this - they take for granted that a black guy winning should be no big deal. I think that's great - that we've come far enough that it's not an issue to them. To me, it still is, and something to be deeply thankful for.

On to November!

Oh man. Oh man. Are we really witnessing the election of the Nation's first Black President? In OUR lifetime? Man, I thank God for this inspirational, intelligent, BRAVE, man and I do HOPE that he can lead us to a BETTER America. My grandmother prays for Obama's safety every day. I know it won't be easy and I know he won't be able to do it alone, but I believe he can do it.


Never thought I'd see the day.
I'll be walking on clouds on August, 28.

Wow! That did give me goosebumps.
August 28th can't come soon enough.

Educate and inform the whole mass of the people... They are the only sure reliance for the preservation of our liberty. Thomas .Jefferson

All tyranny needs to gain a foothold is for people of good conscience to remain silent. Thomas Jefferson.

Every generation needs a new revolution. Thomas Jefferson.

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Excellent.

Amazing

I got chills when I read your post. Beautifully written and very thought provoking. I, too, felt a lightness and happiness after Tuesday night when it finally became obvious that Obama would be our nominee. As a white woman, I don't presume that my experience is the same as yours, but I do share the same feelings about watching Barack Obama rise up in the Democratic party. And I know his speech both at the convention when he accepts the nomination, and in January, when he takes the oath of office, will be a once-in-a-lifetime experience. I can't wait!

I got chills when I read your post. Beautifully written and very thought provoking. I, too, felt a lightness and happiness after Tuesday night when it finally became obvious that Obama would be our nominee. As a white woman, I don't presume that my experience is the same as yours, but I do share the same feelings about watching Barack Obama rise up in the Democratic party. And I know his speech both at the convention when he accepts the nomination, and in January, when he takes the oath of office, will be a once-in-a-lifetime experience. I can't wait!

sorry, didn't mean to post twice.

Malcolm, I registered just so I could say thank you for the eloquent post. A lot of us, of all colors, have been waiting for this moment. Thank you for expressing it so well.

Wow, very very moving post! Brought tears to my eyes.

That is a very beautiful post, and it takes me back to the early days of this campaign when I thought what it would mean to the black community to have Obama elected president, and what it would mean to all Americans. His task now is to reassure the many white voters who have come to have doubts about his racial attitudes. Michelle's comments and writings didn't help. Passages in his books don't help. Saying that Hillary belittled Martin Luther King didn't help. Implying that the Clintons are racists didn't help. Standing by Jeremiah Wright by saying that his own grandmother made racist comments too didn't help. Calling her a typical white person didn't help. His campaign surrogates suggesting that working class whites will never vote for a black man didn't help. He has his work cut out for him. If he does it right, it will be a very beautiful thing.

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Here Otto:

This was given back in 2006. If you have any doubts about his faith, his thoughts about race, and how we can move the whole country to a more decent and reasonable place, not just democrats but republicans as well, I hope you will be conforted by it.

http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid900718856/bclid900554575/bctid416343938

A million posts by Otto F can't spoil your eloquence and its impact, Malcolm.

Otto, this one's for you.

http://www.bekool.ca/

Well done and moving. Can't argue with anything said - a rarity in these parts.

That was pretty low of Otto F to troll such an inspiring post, even considering his usual shenanigans. Still beautifully written Malcolm.

Excellent, Malcolm. Thanks very much.

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