GREETINGS FROM HOLLAND
I’d like to share some thoughts with you all. First let me begin by saying that my English is far from perfect so I apologize for any grammatical and spelling errors you might encounter reading my post. I’m a 20 year old student at the Erasmus University Rotterdam in the Netherlands (Holland), Europe. I moved here from Curacao a little more than a month ago to finish law school and to study economics. It’s been hard. I miss the sun, my family and friends. And I miss being able to watch CNN, MSNBC and when I think I can handle it FOX news, to stay up to date on all the relevant news. I google everyday for the latest news and visit TPM regularly, still it’s not the same. The night Barack Obama formally accepted the nomination I stayed up late to watch it via the internet. I stayed up until 6 in the morning (because of the time difference), watching, transfixed, so amazed at what I was witnessing, I’m only twenty years old and I haven’t had to deal with segregation and racism as my parents and those that came before them had to. For that, I am grateful. But as a black woman I know about what others and myself go through on a daily basis. I’d like to think we live in a different world, in a world like Martin Luther King envisioned but that would be rather silly and foolish. Racism is alive and well. But to witness Barack Obama on that stage that night and to have watched Michelle Obama deliver that speech at the convention, felt amazing. Curacao, Aruba, Bonaire, St Maarten, St. Eustatius and Saba are all former Dutch colonies and present members of the Kingdom of the Netherlands. There is a majority of mixed Afro-Caribbean and European descent, and also sizeable minorities of Dutch, Latin American, South Asian, East Asian, Portuguese and Levantine people. We’re a beautiful island, a mix of different cultures. So I never felt so aware of my skin color as I do in Holland where the majority is white. I’ve always been proud of my heritage and my culture and I always will be. I will never feel ashamed of who I am. But I know what it’s like to be judged not by who you are but by what you look like. I never understood why people considered being black as something negative, something to be afraid of. I didn’t get that stereotypes and generalizations have created this image of blacks as people that aren’t good enough, dangerous somehow. I still don’t get. I find my thoughts preoccupied with that. Why is being black .. bad? I’m one of about 30 black students in a class of about 625. “Wow you’re so smart, so well-spoken.” Are things I hear daily. Why is it such a shock that a black girl is intelligent? Why do journalists on Fox, Cnn, wonder how Michelle Obama could’ve delivered such an eloquent speech? She’s not any different than me, my mom, my female cousins, my grandmother, my aunts. There are more of us out there. She’s just like me. And we .. We’re just like you. We’re all human beings. Trying our hardest to make something out or ourselves. It hurts me when people look at the Obamas as being un-american because they’re black. It pains me to watch another US Senator stand by and do nothing when they refer to another senator as a terrorist. Just because he’s black. Just because McCain’s ambition is so big he’s willing to ruin his reputation to achieve his goals. You might wonder why a girl from the Caribbean who moved to Europe cares so much about the US elections. Let me assure you, I’m not alone. The United States is the most powerful nation on earth and what it does affects our all. Friends of mine have gone to Iraq. And the economy back home is in turmoil because of the low value of the dollar. It’s hard waking up in this cold and going to school everyday. It’s hard stepping in a classroom as the only black girl and having to prove that you belong in there too. It’s tough. But not as hard as running for the highest office of the US, under scrutiny and while receiving death threats. Barack Obama is a brilliant man. If he weren’t, if I didn’t agree with his views, I wouldn’t support him. I’m not a supporter of Obama just because he’s black. But the fact that he is gives me a sense of pride. When I walk to school listening to YES WE CAN on my ipod and walk past a big photo of Senator Barack Obama put up against the wall close to my school, I smile and I feel good inside. As millions of other blacks I know. He’s improved the way many view black people. We truly can achieve everything if we’re willing to work hard for it. And nothing can stand in the way of that. What Barack Obama accomplished gives me hope. That maybe finally we see each other fully. I don’t want to say past skin color. Because my skin is me. I am my skin. But it feels good to be finally viewed in whole. Not only the color of my skin but who I am underneath. A 20 year old who cares about the world and stays up thinking about how she too can make a difference. Our time is now. Greetings from Holland, S.
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I'm glad this made it to the rec list. I'm always fascinated by oversea perspectives on our election, and I always enjoy the more personal nonpolicy posts. I'm amazed that there'd be pictures of Obama posted on walls in Rotterdam, in the same way I've been tickled by foreign friends asking for t-shirts (bootleg only of course, since official campaign gear would be illegal unless I was buying ... and I can't buy that many).
Particularly with the Netherlands -- Obama's pretty conservative when compared to the PvdA/SP, etc., so I don't know what the draw to him is exactly, but it seems like it's far more personal to people than just a new, friendlier face to lead America. In any case, it's a welcome sentiment and hopefully the Obama administration lives up to not just our country's hopes but those of yours as well.
October 7, 2008 4:31 PM | Reply | Permalink
Well Howdy!!
Let me be the duly elected representative of all Americans everywhere to welcome you to our great country America - the greatest country in the universe. And better than everywhere else.
We support our neighbors Canada, Russia, The Netherlands, Holland and Europe when they rear their heads up over there, and thank you for takin' the time out of your busy little European life to express your support for Pops McCain.
I remember drinkin' some Curacao once back in college - whoa let me tell you what a night that was. And healthcare too.
So, in closing, thank you for your support against terrorism, where global warming is a natural process.
Okay, by now.
xoxoxo,
Sarah Palin' Around (2009-2010ish).
October 7, 2008 4:39 PM | Reply | Permalink
This is really getting annoying. Even though "funny".
October 7, 2008 7:39 PM | Reply | Permalink
It's really all about job creation.
October 8, 2008 3:28 AM | Reply | Permalink
Why not our neighbor Afghanistan?
October 8, 2008 7:16 AM | Reply | Permalink
I like her posts.
October 8, 2008 8:52 AM | Reply | Permalink
Dear S,
A kus for your beautiful thoughts.
My good friend Arjo lives in Rotterdam. She's a musician (a great guitarist, and one of my favorite singers on the planet). A few years ago, I convinced her to bring her band to America to play a few shows. I helped them get some gigs here (Seattle, Chicago, LA, Minneapolis, New York City), so they got a chance to travel all over America and really see the country. None of them had been to America before. A while later, she came back and stayed with my wife and I for a week or so. I remember talking with her one afternoon about her views of our country. First of all, she was amazed at the size of the place. So am I. America is unbelievably huge. Nothing compared to Russia, of course, but really big. And with its size comes amazing cultural diversity. Sometimes I think the "United" part of the U.S.A. is wrong. We're like 50 small countries in many ways. She was also shocked by how much unused space we have. One afternoon, we had a picnic in a park in Portland, and she said, "This park is so empty! If this was Holland, it would be completely filled with people." Sometimes, as Americans, we forget how rich we are. She also said that she was shocked by the racism. I explained to her that we have a racist past and that we're slowly moving away from it, step-by-step. It's a shameful part of our history, but we're about to put it behind us, I think. And isn't it amazing that a country with so much racism in its past could possibly be one of the first developed countries in the world to elect a black president? So we'll see what happens, but I'm hopeful. And I think President Barack Obama will change the world in some ways that we can't yet see. Racism is an ugly, ugly thing. But we know in our hearts that he is about to take us in a new direction. Even in Holland, you can feel it, can't you? Everywhere. On the day George W. Bush leaves office, I'll be dancing in the street here in America. I think maybe a few people will dance in Holland too. :)
Vriendelijke groeten,
The cat with rabbit ears
October 7, 2008 4:40 PM | Reply | Permalink
A lot has to do with high crime rates in America. A lot has to do with black illiteracy rates in America which seem difficult to budge. And other reasons. For some reason these ghetto conditions don't seem to prevail so much in many other countries (though Brazil for example had much greater slavery than North America and a much greater entrenched slum poverty even now).
October 7, 2008 4:48 PM | Reply | Permalink
This is a rather limited view of things.
For example, racism against blacks runs quite high among latinos -- who also live in barrios that are at the lower end of the American way of life.
The bottom line: most has to due with the slave origins. If it takes 100 years for blacks to really have civil rights after 600,000 people died -- how much longer will it take for the full attitudes to die?
Answer: Much longer than that.
October 7, 2008 4:57 PM | Reply | Permalink
If you're white, you'll soon be a minority in America. Then it won't matter because your opinion won't count for more than it's worth. Barack Obama's presidency is only the warm-up--the first step.
October 7, 2008 5:02 PM | Reply | Permalink
Bad math, Bunny.
While there will no longer be a majority of whites, the white population will still outnumber others.
By the way, the people with the loudest voices have the most dollars. Your comment pulls people into the Johnny Cochrane OJ Simpson argument: reframe it about his being black, rather than justice wasn't served because he had enough green.
October 8, 2008 1:12 AM | Reply | Permalink
Thank you for your thoughtful post.
Since we do have that color situation
that places certain castes lower or
higher, it will be most encouraging
if Obama's election does help lift
those who've suffered for nothing
more than their skin tint.
Isn't that so absurd, my tint is better
than your tint?
If I were there in Holland with you,
my pale white self would be
your best friend. I like variety.
Stay strong.
October 7, 2008 4:51 PM | Reply | Permalink
Hoisting a Heineken and a pipe to Amsterdam and its fine concert hall, which I enjoyed in September. Also some fine snooker near the Okura hotel on the #12 tram.
October 7, 2008 5:36 PM | Reply | Permalink
Thanks for a beautifully written post. Anytime you might get discouraged during your stay in The Netherlands might I suggest you take a day trip to Amsterdam and visit the Rijksmuseum and the Van Gogh Museum with your ipod. All of the colors there are as beautiful as those upon the palette of humanity. Good luck and thanks again.
October 7, 2008 6:43 PM | Reply | Permalink
What a lovely post! And wonderful views. Best of luck in your education -- nothing is more important than education.
And the clear-eyed and just respect for Barak and Michelle Obama. It is really impressive, the impact they are having around the world. It is as thrilling as if I were 20 again! -- it really does mean that much, for the better, for the US.
October 7, 2008 7:43 PM | Reply | Permalink
If I weren't a creepy smoking sock I would give you a hug. In fact, I'll give you one anyway.
October 7, 2008 9:09 PM | Reply | Permalink
Groetjes!
Het is echt mooi de mening van iemand in Nederland te lezen. Bedankt!
(Greetings!
It's really nice to read the opinion of someone in the Netherlands. Thanks!)
October 7, 2008 11:32 PM | Reply | Permalink
Dear SHOLLAND,
Welcome to the U.S. via TPM. Being twenty years old, finishing law school and studying economics is outstanding. Your English is fine and we would be proud, and honored, if you chose to spend some of your time, intelligence and, other gifts on us over here; some day.
You have a bright future and will make a big difference in the world during your life. Your family must be very proud of you. I would be if I was your father.
Best wishes and may all your studies be easy.
Jeff
October 8, 2008 12:55 AM | Reply | Permalink
He waddaja Know turns out i'm not the only dutch one at TPM... did you stay up last night? i did, totally fucks up your day doesn't it? But the debat was worth it...
October 8, 2008 7:33 AM | Reply | Permalink
It really does! And I had a class today at 9AM. But yes, it was worth it and it'll be worth it when That One wins in November! =)
October 8, 2008 8:22 AM | Reply | Permalink
I am happy you took the time to write your beautiful post
October 8, 2008 7:52 AM | Reply | Permalink
Thank you for all your wonderful comments!!
October 8, 2008 8:23 AM | Reply | Permalink
Right after I turned 17 I spent 6 months in Holland, in The Hague. What a wonderful country. That was back in the early 60's. My sister and I biked everywhere. I picked up some Dutch. It totally changed my perspective. And I learned that the notion "the US is the greatest country" was a fiction. Lots of countries were "great" and "free."
I went to college in DC during the civil rights years. And there were many opportunities for different races and ages to get together and discuss what we assumed to be the coming UNITY in our country. I walked past the coffin of JFK. I remember the deaths of leaders - shot.
Now, we're beginning again. Again, at a terrible moment in our history and in the world.
But it's good to reach a hand across the miles and the ocean. And shake yours in Holland. A land that I love. Just like I love this one I live in.
The world is smaller every day. Due to the web. And it's a beautiful thing to feel a citizen of the world along with others who post here.
Thanks for this beautiful post. Make everything you can of yourself. And do what you can to help our world. We'll do the same here on our side of the Atlantic.
Peace.
October 8, 2008 8:58 AM | Reply | Permalink
I remember my trip to the Netherlands and Germany (then West Germany). One thing we visited was a US World War II cemetery. A field of crosses, some Stars of David. And it was the first time I really thought about that war, and the reality. One clownish little politician in Germany decided that things could only be fixed by military might and by blaming, enslaving and killing off the other. Presto: Millions of corpses.
Seeing Obama win is not just a positive middle finger to American racists and our history of slavery and segregation. It's a middle finger to much of the oppression that has been happening in the world's history.
October 8, 2008 10:04 AM | Reply | Permalink
Ah...the wonderful "coffee shops"......, the water taxi and Hotel New York, and the most wonderful restaurant Lux, the so-awfully-bad-its-good club NightTown, the great Pathe Cine, the Bridge Erasmus, I love Rotterdam!!
October 8, 2008 11:03 AM | Reply | Permalink
Hé S!
Come and join us for election night festivities. In Amsterdam, I think Democrats Abroad has scheduled a feestje from 11 until 5 in the morning. Plenty of Americans there have Dutch (or other non-American) partners.
Check the website at http://democratsabroad.nl/. There is probably a feest in Rotterdam too.
Great post. Hope to see you on the 4th.
Doeg!
October 8, 2008 11:37 AM | Reply | Permalink
Dear SHOLLAND,
I have been to your country. I have bathed upon your beaches, enjoyed your cities of Amsterdam and Rotterdam, and lived gloriously for a month in Den Haag.
So as a sort of kindred spirit, let me just say this:
The majority of us are very, very, very sorry for the way our country has acted for the past 8 years. We were drunk or something, and we said and did stupid things. We apologize.
A vast majority of us are, in 4 weeks, going to do something to start to clean up our mess. We are going to elect Obama, and we are going to fix it.
We don't know what the hell we were thinking. But we apologize.
Yours,
LarsThorwald
October 8, 2008 12:37 PM | Reply | Permalink
Don't worry, Lars, my last time in Holland I was thrown off an inter-city train by two asshole conductors, one white one black, making me miss my plane. There's enough intolerance in Holland if you get outside the hash bars. Some very lovely people as well.
October 8, 2008 2:49 PM | Reply | Permalink